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September 30, 2004

Brain Damage

I've been busy getting everything set up nicely on my days that I don't spend curled up in the third floor lounge couch at Kauffman. Things have really come together and besides needing a new able cord and needing to run ethernet cable down, the room is just about where I want it.

Next week I'm going to San Francisco (on Northwest unfortunately) to check out Call of Duty: Finest Hour. We're staying at the Drake, checking out the game, and then heading out to Midway Paintball for a little paintball action.

Should be a good time, I'm also looking forward to spending this weekend over at Kauffman and checking out my Huskers as they take on the Kansass Jayhawks.

I'm still hoping for a callback on a job, but it's not seeming good. Going to call a few places tomorrow and see what happens.

Class all day tomorrow, then it'll be time for Survivor: Vanuatu and then the debate between President Bush and Senator Kerry. My money is on Bush, but this is definitely a scary debate. Both candidates really need this debate.

I also set up all my toys today including a couple of Spider-Man action figures I got and a Metal Gear Solid one, plus a couple Street Fighter busts. Good stuff. I'm going to move the game systems around as soon as I get ethernet down here... I just need to figure out where the hell to put the Xbox Debug.

I'm not sure what to do with things right now. I'm in a period of transition and it's sorta weird. I don't really have the same level of confidant as I did have. I feel a little lonely, a little bottled up. I really want to start working and just convert some of this pointless time into money. May start a broader search this weekend, not my favorite idea to just cast a line and take what I can get, but sometimes you do what you have to do.

Is there some sort of feeling slowly returning to me? Am I just imagining it? When you feel numb for so long it's hard to tell if you're feeling something or you're just imagining it. Some of me I think we being relit when I sat down for long conversations with Stolee, Johnson and Travis in the past few days.

More on all of this later has things begin to return to me. Right now I think I'm too close to it all to know what's going on.

-Will


Posted by badwillhunting at September 30, 2004 12:04 AM

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don't be lonely!!!

Posted by: Anonymous at September 30, 2004 10:01 PM

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